About Me... As of today.

• I have a need to figure things out for myself, so I rarely ask for help. Even though I know I should ask.
• Thus, I often get in over my head.
• I can be completely tongue tied whenever I am in a situation to stand up for myself.
• According to a lot of people, I trust others too easily.
• I am a people-pleaser. A result of being the firstborn?
• I avoid conflict.
• Some consider me too passive.
• I like to quietly take charge.
• I expect everyone to catch on as quickly as I do.
• I often make snappy comments whenever I'm overwhelmed
• I can be brutal to myself, especially when I don't do things perfectly the first time.
• I speak my mind too quickly, forming strong opinions that I change later or hurting people I care for.
• I'm just a curious person.
• Indecision! Especially when it comes to places to eat or things to do.
• I sometimes talk during movies. 
• I do not enjoy being in front of the camera because I am highly unphotogenic.
• But I will take lots of pictures of you.
• I have a habit of putting myself down.
• I am very cynical, yet I have a lot of optimism toward other people.
• I question the sincerity of compliments from people close to me.
• I prefer writing my thoughts over voicing them.
• I feel lost if I don't do anything creative.
• I tend to focus on the negative things
• But that's not to say I don't appreciate the good!
• When I'm out and about, I often get sidetracked without telling anyone. In other words, people literally lose me.  Especially at Sephora or at the KOP Mall.
• I am unable to throw anything away... But I do when I can't keep anymore 4th grade art papers.
• I internalize everything. I act like everything is fine when, really, I feel on the verge of a panic attack.
• I start a lot of things I can't finish, or I promise things I can't fulfill.
• A lot of thingscan make me cry.
• My moods are quick to change.
• Usually, I quite talkative when I'm happy.
• I have serious fear of the dark.